当时我还有朋友听像猫王这样的老歌和美国乡村歌曲,但也不对我的胃口,所以我有时候就买一些类似Police或是U2的软摇滚来听。之后一次偶然机会我听到了Pink Floyd的墙,经历了第二次震撼的感觉。关于pink floyd实在有太多可以说。他们已经远远超出了音乐这个范围。无论是在声音技术的探索,表达自己的政治理念,结合电影影像,甚至到舞台设计灯光设计这些细节上,后人都已经很难超越当时他们的辉煌。因为时代已经变了,要想重现当时的文化氛围已经是不可能了。一个摇滚乐队能做到这个份儿上,实在没有再多可以要求。所以当我看到live8上吉他手David Gilmore和原主唱 roger waters因为以前个人恩怨,两个人连看不都不看对方一眼时,总觉得有些可笑。这又何必,两个人都已经是名利双收,年纪也不小了,相逢一笑泯恩仇来个大团圆结局。自己也高兴,乐迷们也跟着高兴。
正因为pink floyd我接触到许多同类型的艺术乐队,像yes, king crimson等到今天我也还是很喜欢。而金属乐队只有极少数像aero smith我有时会翻出来听听。让我回归金属的是名字极土,把“梦”和“剧院”两个恶俗组合在一起,叫做Dream Theater的学院派乐队。他们之前就曾有过几张试验专辑,到后来《images or words》中的pull me under让乐队一举成名,将前卫金属正式变成了一个金属的类别。而我第一次听的则是乐队的成熟专辑《awake》,当时确实是被震住了。
梦剧院最著名的专辑应该是那张《Scenes From A Memory》,一张概念专辑。但我总感觉这张专辑是属于命题作文,反而给人一种连续剧的感觉,有些内容是加进去的。听cd的时候也总忍不住按快进键。现场演唱会的DVD因为剪辑制作不好也给人一种粗糙的感觉。我更喜欢他们的这首同名专辑中的 A Change of Seasons
A Change Of Seasons
- Mike Portnoy
I. The Crimson Sunrise
(Instrumental)
II. Innocence
I remember a time
My frail, virgin mind
watched the crimson sunrise
Imagined what it might find
Life was filled with wonder
I felt the warm wind blow
I must explore the boundaries
Transcend the depth of winter's snow
Innocence caressing me
I never felt so young before
There was so much life in me
Still I longed to search for more
But those days are gone now
Changed like a leaf on a tree
Blown away forever
into the cool autumn breeze
The snow has now fallen
and my sun's not so bright
I struggle to hold on
with the last of my might
In my den of inequity
viciousness and subtlety
struggle to ease the pain
struggle to find the sane
Ignorance surrounding me
I've never been so filled with fear
All my life's been drained from me
The end is drawing near....
III. Carpe Diem
'Carpe diem, seize the day'
I'll always remember
The chill of November
The news of the fall
The sounds in the hall
The clock on the wall ticking away
'Seize the Day'
I heard him say
Life will not always be this way
Look around
Hear the sounds
Cherish your life while you're still around
"Gather ye rosebuds while ye may,
Old Time is still a-flying;
And this same flower that smiles today,
Tomorrow will be dying."
We can learn from the past
But those days are gone
We can hope for the future
But there may not be one
The words stuck in my mind
alive from what I've learned
I have to seize the day
To home I returned
Preparing for her flight
I held with all my might
Fearing my deepest fright
She walked into the night
She turned for one last look
She looked me in the eye
I said, 'I Love You...Good-bye'
"It's the most awful thing you'll
ever hear."
"If you're lying to me..."
"Oh, you dearly love her."
"...just have to leave... all our lives."
"Seize the day!"
"Something happened.
"Gather ye rosebuds while ye may."
"She was killed."
IV. The Darkest of Winters
(Instrumental)
V. Another World
So far or so it seems
All is lost with nothing fulfilled
Off the pages and a T.V. screen
Another world where nothing's true
Tripping through the life fantastic
Lose a step and never get up
Left alone with a cold blank stare
I feel like giving up
I was blinded by a paradise
Utopia high in the sky
A dream that only drowned me
Deep in sorrow, wondering why
Oh come let us adore him
Abuse and then ignore him
No matter what, don't let him be
Let's feed upon his misery
Then string him up for all the world to see
I'm sick of all you hypocrites
holding me at bay
And I don't need your sympathy
to get me through the day
Seasons change and so can I
Hold on Boy, No time to cry
Untie these strings, I'm climbing down
I won't let them push me away
Oh come let us adore him
Abuse and then ignore him
No matter what, don't let him be
Let's feed upon his misery
Now it's time for them to deal with me
VI. The Inevitable Summer
(Instrumental)
VII. The Crimson Sunset
I'm much wiser now
A lifetime of memories
run through my head
They taught me how
for better or worse, alive or dead
I realize there's no turning back
Life goes on the offbeaten track
I sit down with my son
Set to see the Crimson Sunset
(Gather ye rosebuds while ye may)
Many years have come and gone
I've lived my life, but now must move on
(Gather ye rosebuds while ye may)
He is my only one
Now that my time has come
Now that my life is done
We look into the sun
'Seize the day and don't you cry,
Now it's time to say good-bye
Even though I'll be gone,
I will live on, live on.'